Hello Sexylouise
I happened to run across your story while browsing the site and i found this most interesting. Believe it or not it is rare to find a woman who has truly participated in a real extreme boxing match that ended in true injury (judging from the mention of an ambulance). My wife and I have both hosted and participated in these types of private matches both in a hotel setting and in our own home. What drew me in to your story was your description of the emotion you felt since you were defeated as well as your thirst for revenge. As a true extreme fighter who has done many fights in private with various stakes I can truly relate first hand to how you feel. Both me and my lady have been humiliated as a result of defeat in a variety ways (especially sexually and physically with physical often being forced to unconsciousness or even suffering a broken limb well after we had attempted to verbally submit). This often brings anger, frustration, the feeling of helplessness, and the desire to reciprocate the pain on your foe. But that very anger you still carry throughout your training can be a weakness on fight day. If you choose to fight this woman to avenge your defeat dont do it because you are angry, emotional, and wanting to see her hurt do it because you have rebuilt your body to the fullest, and have truly honed your fighting skill to a level where you can feel that you are truly twice the fighter you were the day you were defeated. Make sure you can move quicker, hit much harder, predict moves better, focus clearer, endure more physical and cardio stress, and most of all control your emotions far better than you could have imagined back on the day you were defeated. Once you become the next level fighter over the one you were when you were defeated, the better the odds are you will be able to annihilate your opponent when the rematch comes. But from the emotion i detect in your story you still have allot of work to do before a rematch is scheduled, if true pain and bitter defeat is what you want to bring your nemesis. Dont fight her because you are angry with her and thirsty for revenge (because a second defeat will truly be far more than just physically agonizing); fight her because you've worked hard to truly become the better fighter and you want to prove it to her, your man, and most all yourself.
Best of luck!!!
Sincerely, Brandon