First of all , Thank you all very much to all posts and wishes here.
This counts a lot to me.
Now the bad news. All sugggery dates are cancelled. The docs will have first a CT before they make this suggery
(Why don't they know this before they give me the date for my suggery and invite me to hospital GRRRR)
Will leave the hospital today without anything was done

Next dates are CT at 14 may and suggery then on 21 may.
Best wishes and i think still positive
Jürgen