Those moments you look back on your life and cringe. Picked up my fetish at 5, when I saw the April 1981 issue of Sports Review Wrestling at a drug store. There were girls in bikinis in the top right corner, so I opened it up to look. First erection ever. So confusing to a 5 year old. I was hooked at that point. Began watching pro wrestling hoping for female matches. I later discovered that wrestling magazines had advertisements for female wrestling and catfights that helped people like me, but mom never let me buy them.
Then GLOW came out. Finally had some alone time in my room. The fetish developed watching GLOW, since it was the very first time I got 50ish minutes of nothing but female wrestling. I discovered I loved watching the ones I had a crush on get punished. Nothing excited me more than watching poor, sweet, innocent Tammy Jones get rag dolled. GLOW is the reason I have a cxntbusting fetish. GLOW gave me a wrestling boot fetish, and after watching Soul Patrol, a panty fetish. Combine all of those and I'm in heaven.
With that being said, I was caught. My mom walked in on me once while watching. She just ignored it and walked out. When POWW was on, my dad caught me when I was supposed to be doing homework. Asked what I was doing, and I said "homework" lol. I was doing homework alright! Around that same time, I did the best I could drawing a shitty picture of girls in the ring, topless, with panties and wrestling boots. My older brother found it and showed it to my mom. She just told my brother to mind his business. My mom knew, but took it to her grave.
Later down the road when I turned 18 and could visit porn stores, I could occasionally find catfighting magazines to buy. As I was away one night, my brother took his girlfriend's virginity on my bed. For some reason, he felt under the mattress and found my stash. Him and his girlfriend had a good laugh at my expense.
Then the interet came out, and I found my brothers and sisters. I became more brave to at least talk to my brother about it in my late 20's, and was open about my fetish to my ex before we became serious. She participated by roleplay, and making up stories. My current wife knows, but isn't very comfortable with the idea of me fantasizing about other women, even though for me it's not in the context she's thinking.
Well sorry for the novel. VERY COOL TOPIC!