[plzdaim]

Jess,
Im still very proud of you. You went in against odds. It takes a brave fighter to do that.
I would love to hear how it went.
Plz

[Jessica189]

Sometimes it happens Jess, you just have to pick up the pieces and move on. Perhaps you can use the whole ordeal as motivation to get stronger going forward.

If you don't mind me asking, if you are ok to say so, did he have sex with her?

Yes....

I pleaded with Jenn first to not fuck him. I was so pathetic... groveling at her feet, but she had no compassion. I then turned to my boyfriend begging him not to accept, as it would crush every fabric of my being to see the man I love fuck my nemesis in front of me. In the end Jenn's sex appeal was too much for him. He was already rock solid after seeing Jenn dismantled me in wrestling and then again in boxing. I think he wanted to resist, but her amazing chest was just too much and she easily seduced him. He had never had access to breasts like those before, as mine we're so small, at least that's what I thought.

Then Jenn revealed something too me that absolutely broke me. She had lied earlier in the week, she did fuck my boyfriend when he was with her in highschool. She said the sex was so amazing that she they've been fucking ever since on the side. That's why my boyfriend had selected her for the fight. I had unwilling led myself to my own demise when I decided to put on a show fighting for him. Since then my boyfriend and Jenn conspired to use the fight as way to end my relationship. My boyfriend even encouraged her to add the stakes she mentioned.

I was so devastated I couldn't understand, the only thing I could ask him was why. What did I do to make him want to leave.

"Maybe laying there like a dead fish in bed. Your tiny tits didn't help either, I could barely get hard looking at them, but at least if you knew how use them it would have been better. You're no better than one of those housewives that just waits around to get fucked all day."

I was just mortified finding out I was a "lousy lay".

It was clear from watching he wasn't lying either. It was apparent just from watching that Jenn was not only 10x the woman I was in a fight, but in bed as well. She was able to make my boyfriend do and say things I had never even dreamed of, and my boyfriend, well he fucking Jenn more passionately than he's ever fucked me... it was clear who he thought the better woman was, even if I didn't want to admit it...

Watching Jenn fuck my boyfriend was probably the worst pain I've ever experienced, even the brutality of the fights wasn't as bad for me. It was clear at that point that she had won, it ever way imaginable, as was clearly the better woman in his eyes. This devastated me to the core, but what could I do? It was the truth....

Jenn's hotter than me, sexier than me, stronger than me, faster than me, and much better in bed. I just can't compete with a girl like that I guess..... I was a fool to try. : (

[Jessica189]

Oh Jess........I'm so sorry to hear that. (hugs)

I have to be honest, at one point it did sort of cross my mind that maybe you were being set up. I wasn't quite sure it would have played out this way (thought maybe she'd bring someone with her, and ambush you), but I sort of had an inkling.

You're better off without him though it seems to me if he was gonna do something like this to you. You deserve much better than that.  

It's not really about him. I mean I understand now that he didn't care about me, which still hurts, but I can get over that.

I'm just really embarrassed that I'm so weak. Not to mention so terrible in bed.

Sure, you can say my boyfriend was a douche, which I agree he was, but at the end of the day he's human and he did have reasons for leaving me for Jenn.

She was able to satisfy him and bed and I wasn't. Then I can't even show him I'm tougher than her because she wipes the floor with me in the fights we had.

How can I even rationalize that I deserve "better" when I didn't even deserve him?

As I said Jenn's hotter than me, sexier than me, stronger than me, faster than me, and much better in bed, so how could I ever imagine competing with her for a man? I must have been out of my mind. I was completely out classed here.

[DoYouKnowWhoIAm?]

She may be hotter than, stronger than you, faster than you and better in bed than you are, but you're better at giving birthday presents, I'd say.

[wrestleu2000]

Canusa, I believe I won our bet.  You may remember I called the ending on this one right down to the consoling replies from some of the more trusting members lol.

[plzdaim]

Lol now ppl are getting jealous

[snw]

Jess can you tell us what happened Sat night in the fights.? Just would like to know how everything played out. you do actually do a really good job of telling the story and that in itself is a talent. Believe it or not guys like the stories better sometimes than the real thing. You don't have to have anybody get hurt and you hear your fantasy told by the person you want in it. My ex gf told great stories and she would always try to tell how she thought it would go irl even if her opponent beat her and like you said out classed her in other ways. It gave me my fantasy without living it out and she knew that while she might be losing in the story it was her turning me on. I know that it might be hard to tell every detail about your fights but that turns guys on and they don't have to try and set someone up to see how it would play out and they are in to just you when your telling them. You get all their passion for yourself win or lose. For me atleast that was enough and my gf loved it. Not at first cause she would usually win and I asked if she really thought she would win all the time. She knew then I thought she would lose some. She didn't like it at first but she saw that it was a fantasy and she was in it even if she lost or got shown up and it was a way to give me my fantasy and it made our relationship better because for her to do that it showed me how much she wanted to make me happy and I could never have let her down after she put herself out there to me like that and assured her she was enough for me. Now 10 years of marriage and the stress of kids kinda took it's toll later but sex wise she was always enough and we never had an issue there. So if you can I and i'm sure others here would love to hear your story and for some guys that's enough. So don't let it get you down use it to make yourself more attractive and desierable .

[BoxerPA87]

Sounds like it's going to be an awesome time. Your bf is a lucky guy for sure!

[plzdaim]

Hi Jessica
How are you doing? After THE blows you took?
How are you doing with your bf? Does he understand that he really needs to support you better?
And how did you fights go?
Plz

[plzdaim]

Guys should be more carefull when they find à great lady like Jessica !

Still i would love To hear more of what actually happened in THE fights. Still i understand if jess is not up To telling us.

[1000castaway]

damn babes sorry to hear that next time dont concetrate on what she can do to you concentrate on what you can do to her... understand?

[1000castaway]

ok im late... if you were my girl and you fought for me i would have made passionate love to u... just because u offerd it to me in the 1st place, 2nd you did it and 3rd if u lost and came cryin to me u would have gotten the best sex ever to let you i know i was proud of u.... if u were my girl... im just sayin..

[Jessica189]

Heyy everyone....

Really sorry for the longtime absence and not posting how the fights from the second day went. Truth is I was just a mess and really embarrassed so I needed to get away from the whole thing for a while, so posting on the site wasn't going to help. I hope everyone understands.

I'm sorry to disappoint those who may be interested, but the fights on the second day were fairly lackluster.

The first fight of the day was wrestling where Jenn caught me off guard and pinned me about a minute or so into the fight. Once she got the pin on me I never even had a chance, she used her weight advantage to keep on top of me so I had no chance of getting free.

After that we took the normal break in between rounds and Jenn left to come back later for the boxing match. I was in tears after losing the wrestling match so easily. I was disspointed in myself for not only losing so badly, but also because the fights so far were really short and one sided so I feared my boyfriend hated them. My boyfriend consoled me and we actually ended up making love. I'm not sure if it was the best idea, but at the time I was so crushed and I needed something to re-inspire me. If only I had known it was basically just a chance for my boyfriend to "hit it" one last time...

I obviously didn't know that at the time though so I was reinvigorated/motivated for the second fight of the day. I was ready to take Jenn down in boxing and ride the momentum into the catfight.

Unfortunately though my newfound strength/motivation faded after Jenn landed the first hit in the boxing match. My guard was down and tagged me in the head with a hard right. It pretty much rocked my world and the strength / motivation I had faded as I remembered what it was like to be hit by her. I was filled with pure terror as a result of that painful punch and she just backed me into the corner of the room and let loose. I covered my face, but she was just destroying my belly, pummeling it over and over again. The pain was absolutely terrible. I could feel myself about to drop and I knew I had to do something because being on the defensive wasn't working. I let down my guard to throw a punch and that's the last thing I remember.....

She had knocked me out again.... when I woke up. My boyfriend told me she knocked me out 45 seconds into the first round, winning the fight and making it 2-0 for the day and 2-0 for the weekend. This is basically when the pleaded started for them not to fuck, but as I mentioned it feel on deaf ears and she took my man from me, right in front of my eyes....

I'm so sorry that I was such a disappointment... I started taking some self defense classes... although I'm not really sure why. I'm completely petrified of Jenn and I'd be scared to fight her again and get humiliated.... but a part of me genuinely hates her and not having things end the way I wanted really doesn't sit well with me. Part of me wants to challenge her again and defeat her to prove to myself that I can rise to the challenge and defeat the girl who's made my life a living hell since high school. Another part of me is scared of getting another beating though, which is I guess why I've started taking classes and working out more. I want strength and fitness of my side.

Idk though, I've got mixed feeling about the whole thing....

[snw]

Sorry things didn't go so well but you did try. Was there any trash talk before during or after the fights? Did either of you try in anyway to show your bf who was better or tell him what was going to happen? just trying to get an idea of how the mood was from both you and her before during and after sometimes that can play into how the fight actually goes. Thanks

[snw]

i forgot to ask you about when she pinned you did she let you up after you gave or did she say or do anything before she did? Also did she ever give you the idea she was trying to make it look easy to beat you by taunting you in anyway? iI was wondering if you got an idea at some point before the fight was over that your boyfriend wanted her to win. Try to use what happened to learn and you can use your story in the future to do for someone else what you wanted to do for your bf. The fact that you are able to tell your story says to others that although you didn't win you gave it a shot. Guys who like the fantasy of girls competing in any kind of fight can most times be fulfilled in a descipted account of a real or made up situation. I know it may not be easy at first but I for one and i'm sure there are others here that would love to hear that kind of detailed account of your weekend. If you decide you can do that i'll bet the response you would recieve if you were to post that type of story may make you feel better about yourself by being able to get the response you had been trying to get from your bf. Just a thought.