With thanks to those posting in so far ...... with belief in prayers or not.. Still showing some love and kindness.
Was called up to the hospital ... critical stage ... He has been doing ok, then doing very bad. They basically have put it in the hands of god or his will to fight himself.
Have to arrange for yet even more time off work. Only Feb and burning through half my allotted time already for the year.
They figured we at least had the chance to see, and speak with him. While he was lucid. Maybe for the last time. They honestly can not say.
This last year, dual pay cuts, forced move in Jan. This added to it. Even have a gofundme account set up. For friends, family, to help finances getting through end of last year.
Minimal success to date, yet filled some of the needed gaps.
My sisters ex showed up, to give her some support. My ex not so much. So basically having to go through this alone.
Makes it much harder, not having anyone there, during something like this.
Anyways .. I am exhausted, so probably babbling.
From my aching heart. Warmest thanks, for the support here.
Storm
