FOREST PRESERVE CLEARING
My name is Kelsey. I'm 21 years old now, and have lived my whole life in the Western suburbs of Chicago. I recently learned something which I had heard about but didn't believe until I lived it--that the worst catfight a girl can get into is with an ex-friend. I got into a catfight with a girl my age named Amanda near where I grew up, and wanted to write about it, so I could understand what went wrong.
First, about my friend Amanda. She was a super-smart girl in the same school as me. Same school, but not the same classes--Amanda was always a couple levels more advanced than me, which is why I call her my friend, not my best friend. She was also super-pretty--straight blonde hair, perfect body. My hair is thick and brunette--and, while it was never frizzy, I could never get it as straight as Amanda's blonde hair appeared to stay naturally. I guess, looking back, it's fair to say I was jealous of Amanda's looks and her smarts.
We were in a circle of 9 girls who were one rung down from the circle of Popular Girls at our high school. The Popular Girls sat at The Popular Girls' lunch table, made up the core of the school Cheer Squad, and hung out at the local Mall. Our group of 9 friends, including Amanda and me, were The Alternates. This unfortunate, and self-reinforcing, nickname had gotten started in middle school when a flu bug was circulating thru our school, leaving some tempoary vacancies at The Popular Girls' school lunch table. A couple of us in The Alternates were invited to fill the vacancies at lunch while the flu bug persisted, but were demoted (back to our own lunch table) as soon as the flu bug ended.
We thought we were being hip and ironic by calling ourselves The Alternates. But The Popular Girls actually had a monopoly on all the things that mattered at our school--status, Student Council elections, Homecoming and Prom Queen--and so name "Alternates" became maddeningly appropriate.
Occasionally tensions would flare between a Popular Girl and an Alternate. They would "settle things", alone, at a local Forest Preserve. We had found a little clearing there which you could get to via a secret footpath. In the early 2010s, before YouTube got popular, the two girls who had the beef would go back there with one or two girls with a cellphone, and they'd film and post the catfight do that everyone could see what had happened during the fight. Then the video of the catfight would get deleted.
As we got older and graduation loomed, the days of posting fights like that on YouTube ended. The first reason was that college Admissions Offices started investigating your social media footprint when you applied--and if there was one thing a Popular Girl did not want to jeopardize, it was her admission to the college of your choice. The second reason we stopped posting the catfights, tho, was that the Park Service was figuring out the clearing was there and what was going on there. One spring, the footpath to the clearing had been filled in and graded to make it more difficult to get there. We had all been back there so often (there had by now been A LOT of fights back there) that we knew 1 or 2 other ways to get there. But we knew we needed to be way more discreet about our fighting.
Anyways, high school ended in 2016, and all of us, Popular Girls and Alternates, went off to college. Including girls like me, for whom 4-year college probably wasn't the wisest choice. I'm not a traditional reader or scholar, as evidence by my not even getting into any of my in-state school choices. I accepted my admission to a small private school in Iowa, and this is where my friendship with Amanda, my fellow Alternate, comes in.
Amanda got accepted to The Big School in Iowa--U of I. She was reluctant to accept, because of the logistical/travel details, until she heard I was also going to school in Iowa. Different school, but total Road Trip potential. We were both young, starry-eyed, and anxious to put our humiliating Alternate identity behind us.
In August 2016, we packed up Amanda's car, and headed off to college in Iowa.
By May 2017, I was on academic probation at my Iowa college, and my parents refused to let me go back.
By June 2018, my former friend Amanda and I had a vicious catfight at The Clearing.
Here's how that happened.
To be continued.....