Passionate Hatred part 4
Me: 4’11”, 90 lbs of blonde haired, blue eyed cart wheeling, contorting, catch-you-in-a-crippler-crossface-and-make-you-quit-or-just-calmly-clean-your-clock Canadian craft, cunning, and a whole lotta contradiction, but right now, feeling like crap because those Cajun and crumpet-eating cxnts.
Her: Kayla. Really dark brown hair, green eyes, 5’9” 140 lbs of South African sassafrass. She’s sexy; she’s strong; she’s very easy to get along (with, fuck you; it would‘ve messed up the rhyme scheme); she’s held titles; she’s got jealous rivals; she’s my idol…she’s somewhat stable, she has a cat’s eye shaped navel; she’s superior with a supple exterior… can I make it an clearier? She’s the best!!
Them: A Gem and a Junky. They’re both pretty short, but they’re still taller than me; they’re both a lot better than we thought they would be; my heart drowns in worry!! One has tattoos all over her and the other is a blonde who can’t fight worth a shit, but somehow, they’ve beaten us both and now swollen our clits. We can’t let them win, or else we will be humiliated; the last time they beat us, they were more than inebriated!!
What Guy: He’s Gemma’s buddy and he’s loyal to her, that is indeed for sure. He’s not named Eagle’s Less; his name is Hawksmoor.
That Guy: Jonica’s tough counterpart, who seems a bit confused. He’s seen her make out with Gemma Rox; I fear poor Joe is being used.
Emma Fox: We cash her checks and we give her praise, but if our bad luck continues, we may ask for a raise.
The Referee: His name is Boche, and he doesn’t do too much during the fights; he just likes to watch, which is quite alright.
The Tall Announcer Woman: Kayla’s ex-lover, but to me, she’s more of a stalker. I’m Kayla’s lover now; so, seeing Jessika here… uhm, AWKWARD!!!!
Act I: Sorry Seems to be the Hardest Word
The setting: Kayla’s Royal Suite at the Omni Royal Orleans Hotel
I can still feel the knee slam deep into my stomach… the air rushing out of me; I look up at her, my lip quivering as she smiles down at me and I collapse… I can still feel her punches hammering my face, hammering my chest, softening my stomach and beating the fight out of me… how could I be so careless? Kayla, stop her… but Kayla is tied up as I go down… I can still feel her penetrating me over and over and over and over again for what seemed like a humiliating eternity in a purgatory of pussy punishment. She beat me… Jonica beat me. There comes a time in a woman’s life when she realizes that she just can’t win and I think I’ve reached that point. It’s been a long time since I’ve felt that way, but I truly felt like I could wipe the floor with Jonica… boy was I wrong. She completely brutalized me, and sure, a lot of people who could’ve watched the fight probably would’ve said that it was more competitive than I’m letting on, but any experienced fighter will tell you that a small percentage of fights are determined by physical attacks and defenses, or even strategy. It’s what’s in your head and your heart that matters most, and while I’ve been told I’ve got a lot of heart, I think she took a pretty heavy chuck of it when she beat me.
Kayla and I haven’t said much to each other since the loss; I’ve really been sulking and just doing everything I can for her. I’ve bathed her; I’ve helped her with her ribs; I’ve given her oral pleasure; I’ve extended myself in every way possible. But she doesn’t say hardly a word to me… something’s on her mind, so I just speak up.
“Kayla,” I say, “I’m sorry I let you down out there. I really thought I could overcome Jonica, but she beat me. I can‘t believe the way she beat me… again.”
Kayla’s face seems to change as she looks at me. A smile, a very devious one, covers her face.
“Don’t worry, Marie,” she says, “they’ll pay. I’m just worried about you. I haven’t heard you sound so defeated in a long time. I don’t know where your head is, but we don’t have a lot of time to prepare for the fourth fall. I’ve been in a lot of tag matches, and when my partner suffers, I feel like I have to be the savoir, and sometimes that’s worked, but the truth is that these two are a hell of lot better than we thought. I realize that I can’t take them both; so, are you sure your heart is still in this?”
My mind flashes back to Jonica’s smiling face and her devastating punches… it flashes back to the fall before that, when she thoroughly outwrestled me, putting me in one of my own moves and holding me in place… I couldn’t dare tell Kayla that I didn’t think I could beat this girl. So, I lie.
“I’m ready to go to war with them and show them who we are!” I say, sounding something between perky sycophant to angry confident she-bear, beating my breasts with my fists and immediately coughing. Kayla wasn’t buying it; usually, it doesn’t take much to fake confidence around her; she was confident enough for both of us, but this was different. Kayla was on the receiving end of the same post-match humiliation that I was… for six grinding, pumping hours we were fucked by Gemma and Jonica. They tortured us, stealing our pleasure, forcing it out of us as they laughed between arguing over who had the better technique. All we could do is look at each other, but Jonica really enjoying fucking me over and over again… when it was time to switch, Jonica and Gemma nearly came to blows because Jonica yelled, “She’s mine!” It was as if she had claimed ownership of me, and no one had done that so emphatically since…
“Well, you girls just really fucked that up, didn’t you?”
Jessika. 5’11” 165 lbs, auburn hair, large breasts, a smile that shows experience, but more like a much needed cool rain on a hot day that is immediately followed by a hurricane. Kayla is calm and smiles, “Hey, it’s not the first time someone’s used a dildo on me. I kinda liked it… for me, that type of stuff is like putting gas in my tank. I don’t think I’ve been this motivated in a long time.”
“You’re full of shit,” Jessika says, “You got beat and then, you got fucked; I know you better than you know yourself, love. And you--”
I look up at Jessika as she walks towards me; I’m still on the bed and she really doesn’t scare me. I’ve lost a lot of fights to a lot of girls, but I am undefeated against Jessika, though everyone says it was a fluke. “What about me?” I say, adding some bass to my voice, but putting bass to my voice only makes me sound like Richard Simmons or Fran Drescher.
“You fucking suck,” is what the old warrior says, “How many matches are you going to be carried by your tag partner; if you ever fucking tag with me, just hold my dildo for when the motherfucker is over! You were fucking terrible out there!”
“Go easy on her, Jessika!” Kayla shouts and stands as the two ex-lovers go toe to toe. “She went beyond the call of duty, okay? I got tied up first, so it’s on me too.”
That’s Kayla, always looking out for me, always having my back.
“Well,” Jessika says, smiling at me, “I just came up here to tell you, Kayla, that Heather called my room to talk to you. I told you before not to have your little fuck tarts calling my phone. And on that note, this is New Orleans, party fucking city and there’s a party with my name on it. Night night, bitches.”
“But it’s only 11 in the morning,” Kayla says with a sarcastic grin
“You just remember what I said,” Jessika says, pointing as she walks out of our suite, “And get your shit together with your little cxnt girlfriends and your porous fighting skills. I think this city is taking a toll on you, and (pointing at me) so is she!”
Damage done, Jessika. The moment I heard the name “Heather,” I knew I was going to feel some heartache.
“Marie, I’m sorry,” Kayla says
“No apology is needed,” I say, getting up and throwing on my Eli Manning #10 New York Giants jersey. “I really need to get out of here, get some air.”
“Marie, don’t be like that,” Kayla says, “You know how I am. We already had this discussion before.”
“I know how you are,” I say as I step into my flip flops, “but I know how I am too. And I know how I feel about you; I always have felt that way. It’s not you; it’s me. I‘ll see you later.”
Act II: Sick City
Setting: The French Quarter, New Orleans
I decide that the best way to work out all the stress and thoughts I was experience was to just walk around the Quarter a little bit. This whole city is an adventure, but this small part of it lives up to its reputation for craziness. I have seen an old lady spanking a man who looked like he could’ve been in ZZ Top and he had on nothing but leather pants. I have seen a lot of openly gay couples and plenty of transvestites. And I’ve even seen a blind man walking a dead dog; Bourbon Street and really, the whole French Quarter has some really dirty streets. Kayla and I have watched the midnight streetsweeping crew drive down Royal St. followed by horse riding policemen and these people were waltzing in front of the cops. This city is amazing. I love New Orleans; I just don‘t love getting defeated and humiliated in New Orleans!
I saw Jessika walking not that much farther ahead of me, and I decided, why not? I’d follow her. Jessika has really been having herself a great time down here; she’s spent a night or two in central lock-up for fighting. I follow her to The Cat’s Meow and then… my heart freezes. Jonica and Gemma, with Joe and Hawksmoor, all standing around drinking and laughing… well, Joe and Hawk are. Jessika walks right up to Gemma.
“Can I have a word with you?” she says and Gemma looks a bit caught off guard,
“Sure,” Gemma says and then go on a side street. I remember a purple wearing New Orleans native too sexy guy who I beat up with a bellybutton fetish and a cute wife who I also defeated had told me that when I was in the French Quarter to stay off the side streets because that’s where robberies and attempted rapes happened. I use my size to my advantage and pear from a distance at the conversation. I was blessed with good hearing, so it’s easy to single them out, even when it’s this damn crowded on this nasty street.
“What do you want, Jessika?” Gemma says angrily; I guess I missed something said before, “You must’ve walked a mighty long way to find us.”
“I came all this way just to call you a cxnt,” Jessika says and smacks Gemma hard. The blow is so hard that Gemma lets out an “unnhhh!!” and goes down. Jessika looks down at her brown-haired British adversary and says, “And that is for you getting so fucking fresh with me.”
Gemma’s only 5’3”, but the girl’s got heart. She rises quickly and charges the bigger woman, but Jessika just sidesteps her and Gemma has to catch herself before she falls onto the piss beer and who knows what soaked muddy green street. Before she can turn around, Gemma is being hoisted up in a full nelson. I’m really good at reading lips; despite Jessika’s whispering, I can easily make out what she’s saying.
“You like using dildos? I’ll take it and knock your tonsils out, then I’ll stick it up your ass and fill your large intestine, then I’ll stick it in your pussy and fuck your heart. All that, long after I’ve beaten the shit out of you, Gemma?”
“What… do you want… bitch?” Gemma says, I kept feeling myself inching closer and closer to the action
“I told you already,” is Jessika’s response, “I came to call you a cxnt… cxnt.”
And she releases Gemma, who falls hard on the street, her brown shirt now covered in the dark grayish green French Quarter mud.
“Gemma!” Jonica shouts as she moves in quickly. She must’ve gotten tired of waiting for Gemma. I have a hard time even looking at Jonica, the woman who beat me, but I have to admire her unwashed beauty and hidden confidence and how it completely eclipses my own. Jessika turns to face the short blonde Cajun and Jonica swerves right out of Jessika’s way, but reaches Gemma.
“I’m sorry, Jessika,” Jonica says, “Gemma’s just a dumb bitch. She doesn’t know any better. And she‘s drunk and also high.”
“Next time,” Jessika says as she starts walking away, “she better not give me any lip when I deliver my message… else I’ll be getting between her lips and she isn‘t gonna like it.”
My eyes fix in on Jonica as she tries to help Gemma up.
“Get your scruffy mitts off me!” Gemma shouts, “Who the hell do you think you are saying that about me?! Don’t you know I’ll lay you out right here?”
“You did lay me out, Gemma,” Jonica says smiling, “With that dumb ass crash test dummy shit we tried on Marie in the last fall. All I was trying to do was come up with an excuse so that you could save face after Jessika kicked your ass.”
“She didn’t kick my ass,” Gemma says, “You weren’t even here when it started.”
“Looks like she kicked your ass to me,” Jonica says, “Right Joe?”
“Yup,” Joe says, “Ass. Kicked. Street. Jessika. Yup.”
“Well, Hawk, what do you think?” Gemma says standing in anger
“You were about to break that hold and pound the shit out of her,” Hawksmoor says, “She was gonna be nothing but hair and hurt.”
“See?” Gemma says and she and Jonica get in each other’s faces
“Ladies, let’s calm it down,” Joe says
“Yeah,” Hawksmoor says tugging on Gemma’s arm, “There will be plenty of time to fight among yourselves after you finish off Kayla and Marie. Right now, you guys can close them out, but you can’t if you’re fighting among yourselves like this.”
“You guys are really blowing it,” Joe says, “In fact, I’m taking a walk. I’m getting tired of seeing you guys squander opportunities on dumb shit.”
“Joe!” Jonica yells, but he’s already gone. She turns and faces Gemma, “See what you did? You’re going to pay for that, Gemma. You really are going to pay for that.”
“Make me pay now!” Gemma shouts as Hawk walks her back to Bourbon. I couldn’t believe it; they hated each other, but they were able to beat us twice in a row… how was that possible. How could their hatred be greater than my love for Kayla and Kayla’s love for me? How could their blind rage and obvious sexual frustration be greater than our cohesiveness, both in the ring and in the bedroom?
“WHO DAT?!! WHO DAT?!! WHO DAT SAY DE’ GON’ BEAT THEM SAINTS?!!”
I find myself surrounded by people dressed in black and gold and covered in Mardi Gras beads… they’re chanting at me and I realize this is what anyone in this city who chooses to wear another NFL team’s jersey must put up with. The New Orleans Saints won the Super Bowl earlier this year and football season is in full swing, especially with the rival Atlanta Falcons coming into town this weekend. As I try to move, the street has become well backed, even below the balconies onto the sidewalks, full of drunks and full of crazies. I fight through the crowd to find Jonica, but I don’t see her anymore. The smells down here are just overpowering for me and just like altitude will do a number on you, this city is well below sea level and I’ve been having my share of breathing issues. I’ve fought here before; I’ve won here before… but the smoking and the boozing and the funky people and the soreness from the previous falls… let’s just say it’s an experience being in the French Quarter on a hot day.
Suddenly, the noises are loud and everything is hurting my ears. I’m thinking back over the match and how Jonica beat me; I’m seeing Kayla’s face and watching Gemma curse at Jonica and how it only made Jonica angrier. If Kayla had cursed me, I would’ve cried, but this girl, Jonica, she seemed to feed off of it. There’s a brass band matching down the street, blasting Dr. John’s “Right Place, Wrong Time.” There are strippers on every corner doing upside down splits and on the balconies getting beads thrown to them for showing their breasts; there are dogs pissing in the street and homeless people dancing and bumping into drunks begging for change and you can’t go ten feet without seeing someone getting arrested, mainly a guy for exposing his privates to get a girl to do the same. I can’t concentrate with all of this going on and I’m starting to feel nauseous… I go to an alley and try to gather myself.
“Marie,” a soft female voice, I turn and the punch hits my nose and knocks me square on my ass… Jonica. I back up against the wall and she grabs me by the v-neck of my jersey, pulling it up a little and drawing back her fist.
“You’ve been following me!” she says, “What? Didn’t get enough last time?”
“It’s a coincidence,” I say, with my heart in my throat, “Just a coincidence; let go of me.”
She looks at her hand and at my hands, which are raised and against the wall. She doesn’t really have me and she knows I’m afraid. She draws back hard and I flinch… she smiles.
“Not so tough now, are you?” she says
“I’m a lot tougher than you are,” I say to save a little face, putting my hand on her wrist and giving it a little twist as a warning
“Yeah, maybe you’re tougher when it comes to taking a beating,” she replies, “but I’d rather not find out that about myself.”
She grabs my crotch with her right hand, unzips my pants and buries it down the front. I reach down before the pleasure takes me and try to pull her hand out, but by doing this, I’m helping her stroke me. I feel my legs buckle and the back of my head lean against the wall.
“You’re a soft delicate little one, aren’t you, Marie?” she says as she pins her body against mine.
“Yes, I am,” I say, placing both my hands on her shoulders and giving her the weakest push
“Why do you seem so afraid of me?” she says, whispering in my ear
“Because you beat me,” I say automatically, on the verge of climaxing as her finger has entered me, teasing the boundaries of my pleasure and my hatred; I was truly growing weaker by the second, unable the focus
“But I’m sure you lost before,” she says, sounding like a reassuring mother, “don’t you think you can bounce back?”
“Not the way you beat me,” I say, “The way you beat me, you took my heart and battered my pride.”
“Good… bye now.”
The uppercut hit me just below my navel, forcing a “WHUUULLPP!!!” from me as I was lifted off my feet, banged my head against the wall, and crumbled to the ground holding my stomach.
“You know what?” she says, “After what you did to me, on second thought, I want a little more.”
She yanks me to my feet, pulling up my shirt and exposing my pale stomach. I have some pretty nice abs and my bellybutton is round about the size of a dime and only sticks in a little (I hate the guy writing this story; only he could make me say things like this). She hits me there with submarine shots, each one forcing an “UF!!” from me as I try to catch her fist with my left hand and raise up on my toes… I have really pretty toes and despite the pain I’m in, I keep them in the flip flops so that they don’t get ruined by whatever the hell that goop is on the streets down here.
“Uff…uff, uff, uff, uff, uff, uff, uff, UFF!! Ooh!!”
I hear myself as she hammers my stomach and I can’t believe it’s me making those sounds and not her. “You sound like you’re still being fucked,” she says as she grinds her fist deep into my lower stomach, “you like it, don’t you, baby girl?”
“You’re gonna pay for this, Jonica!” I yell as I climax again
“It’s awfully easy to make you cum,” she says, “I think last night, you may have sprung a leak, hahahahaha!! Well let me see it I can plug it up.”
Her knee smashes my crotch and I try hard to hold on to consciousness as I look into her eyes… I look down and see her fist traveling in slow motion towards my aching stomach. It slams into me and I can see my own face, as my mouth opens and the wind and ecstasy is driven from me and I skate to dreamland… she knocked me into an out-of-body experience. I look up and see her, just as my eyes are closing… she beat me… again.
more to come...